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Monday, August 08, 2005

NEWS: i've decided to quit the site...as much as i love making quotes and finding them and stuff..theres just not that many people that view my site! it's been like a week i have 14 comments? thats very little for a quote site..so im quitting b/c i have other things i could be doing. and all the people who do like my quote site just like it b/c they can take the quotes for there site haha, i mean it's not bad but thats just how it works so thanks for all the support in the past year but im quitting and thats it...love yall <3 and im leaving yall with a story that i got from my friend that is SOOOOO sweet i LOVE it!!!!

{on the phone}

Boy: baby we need to talk

Girl: ricardo, wat do u mean?

Boy: sumthin has come up...

Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yea im here wut is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i should say

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you

hey guys please read this ts sooo sweet and sad!!

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this.

[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.

Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.

Girl: ****tear (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away)

[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter her gave her]

It says.....

Erika,

U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my *beep* and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you *beep*, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. *beep* u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. *beep*, I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon *beep*.... Goodbye
- Ricardo

[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....

Friend: how are u feeling?

Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.

Friend: o, about that. Ricardo left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...

Girl: ummm ok

[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket,

It says.

Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Alwayz

*beep* = Baby

Will not= will

........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...

-Ricardo]

Girl: omg its a letter, Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later

Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!

...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.

[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Ricardo wa dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]

....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a msg. "Its Ricardo, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 ueverything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!!

[...he eventually finds out wut happend, and also kills himself...]


Wednesday, August 03, 2005

make sure you viewed my last post cuz that had all the quotes..im just posting now cuz i wanted to post a joke..i think its funny:

 

One day there was a pregnant women who was about to go into labor with 3 children.

Her husband didn't want to be any part of this so he decided to leave her and took the car.

So she had to walk to the hospital all by herself. All of a sudden she came to a dark alley and of course she went through it and all of a sudden a man pops out and shoots her in the stomach.

When she got to the hospital she was ok and the babies were fine as well.

16 years later

16 years later the first child who was a girl came to the mother and said "mom mom guess what?"

"What?"

I pissed out a bullet.

So the mother told her what happened 16 years ago.

Then the second born child who was also a girl came to her mother and said "mom mom guess what I pissed out a bullet."

So the mom told her what happend 16 years ago.

Then the 3rd born child came in who was a boy said "mom mom guess what?"

The mom said "let me guess you pissed out a bullet."

"No i was jacking off and i shot the dog!"


hey im bored so im going to give yall a big post<3 thanks for all the support lately! i love yall.

 

THE SCARiEST THiNG ABOUT FALLiN` iN LOVE?
-- GETTiN` HURT.
THE SCARiEST THiNG ABOUT GETTiN` HURT?
-- NOT BEiN` ABLE TO LOVE AGAiN.
THE SCARiEST THiNG ABOUT NOT LOViN` AGAiN?
-- BEiN` ALONE » FOREVER «


you dried my tears when i wanted to cry, && made
my life worth living when i wanted to die. <3

so, i love this boy. he`s my world. but he doesn`t care. he`s off with
some girl. she`s probably prettier than me; she`s probably nicer and
smarter too. but no matter how great she is.. she`ll never love him like
i do. it`s not fiar how she can just show up one day. i know i never had
him, but it`s like she took him away. doesn`t he get it? all i wanna do is
hear him say to me.. "i love you".

Her biggest fear was that one day he would say "I want you back." She would break down in tears trying to think of a way to explain she’s still to heartbroken from the last time and she’s still not ready to loose everything again.


being lonley isnt the worst feeling in the world.
its being forgotten by someone you could never forget<3

y o u ' r e   t h e   o n e
    w h o   b r o k e   m y   h e a r t ,
       y o u ' r e   t h e   r e a s o n
     m y   w o r l d   f e l l   a p a r t ,
         y o u ' r e   t h e   o n e
      w h o   m a d e   m e   c r y ,
y e t   i   s t i l l   w a n n a   l o v e   y o u
    a n d   i   d o n ' t   k n o w   w h y


Why cant i just get over you. Why do these feelings have to be true- why do i have to care about you why can i just forget all the cute things you do. I wish these answers i could see. I wish I could just forget about you.. like the way you forgot about me.

Everyone cries, everyone weeps. we all stay up late one night because we can’t go to sleep. Tears coming out, thoughts deep in your head. so you sit & lie there & cry on your bed. You can’t help but think about all the things you had. You can’t help but wonder why they make you so sad. You can’t help to think where did you do wrong. You can’t help to listen to your old song. You can’t help to think about him day & night. You can’t help but wonder why this match wasn’t right. You can’t help but smile every time you see his face. You can’t help to try to find someone to replace him. So you’re happy to see him. It’s been a long time. You’re happy to see him & you don’t know why. Well don’t suddenly forget he’s the reason why you always cry...

just watching you with her
laughing 
& holding hands
kills me.

i need a guy who can make me laugh,
just by the way he says * hello * when i pick up the phone.
The guy who makes my hands shake,
when i'm sitting right next to him.
And the guy who isn't afraid to keep hugging me,
when i'm not really ready to let go.

i want a boy---
who can wrestle with me
and let me win.
who i can talk to about anything
who laughs at my jokes.
a boy who puts my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets.
who lets me use his sweatshirt
for a pillow.
who buys me 25 cent rings,
and has sticky hands.
who says i love you & means it.
who will kiss me in the rain,
in the sunshine, and in the snow.
whos calls unexpectedly.
who will have many inside jokes
with and me remember each one.
a boy who notices girls haircuts.
who realizes that girls say things
but dont always mean them.
who shows up at my games,
slipping in the door.
who i can go swimming with
on hot days.
who can tell me his problems
and let me help.
who will listen to me talk--
about the new nail polish i got.
who will bring me seashells
from the beach.
who will let me beat him up
when i get angry.
who writes love letters to me,
but doesnt send them.
who draws pictures and slips them
gently into my locker slot.
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.
a boy with deeps eyes,
that can see through faces into depths.
who wears baseball hats and
lets me wear his too.
who gives me his t-shirt to change into
and not expect to get it back.
who knows my favorite color, song,
car, vegetable, perfume and
the color of my toothbrush.
a boy who will shake my dads hand
and look my mother in the eye.
who will call me by my full name--
first, middle and last.
a boy who will kiss me and
tell me im pretty.
a boy who will let me cry to him.
who will squeeze my hips just right.
who suprises me and compliments
my manicure and plays with my hair.
who knows when i have a math test
or when i fail one.
a boy who smells like
he just stepped out of the shower.
who wears cologne that i can subtly
smell when im leaning on his shoulder.
who tells me i have a nice laugh
and a smile that light up the room
and simply be mine to hold.

&& he put his arms around me, ten minutes later and I can still feel his touch

Don't waste your time worrying about boys-- boys will come and go. Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you-- chances are you don't like them either. Don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you-- you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours. Waste your time with friends-- live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it with your, because your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends...you have everything.

he has no idea whats goes on through her mind ; '.
she's so good at pretending
he will never know how many tears are fallen each
night for him nor the endless hours that she wastes
thinking about her last chapter . . .
that she completely ruined

im sick of this life
i just wanna scream..</3

 

do you ever think of me?
&& how it used to be?

i tried to let u go
tried to not let my feelings show
i tried to meet other guys
but then i saw you..and once again i fell for you

&& all she wants ' is someone that will treat
her right . ' someone that will call her beautiful
when she needs it most

don't cry because its over ;;
smile because it happened.
- - Dr. Seuss

Her: your a REALLY bad liar. did you know that?
Him: no, i lied really well. remember when we were going out and i told you i loved you           </333

I want you to be the boy that gives me butterflies each time you're near.
I want you to be the boy that makes me feel special when I'm not.
I want you to be the boy that believes I'm beautiful when I'm not.
I want you to be the boy that I think about 24/7.
I want you to be the boy I fell in love with forever.

Guy: Can I borrow your notes?
Girl: Um... (I can't let him see my notebook... it's full of hearts with his name in it)
Guy: Please (I have to see if my name is in hearts)
Girl: Sorry.
Lesson >> Her stubborn heart never realized the truth and they'll never be together.

I think it's time that i let you go. & it's really
hard for me to do because i know that there's
a part of me that will be in love with you for the
rest of my life. But this while running in place &
day dreaming is just not healthy for either of us.
-- Dawson's Creek --

He loved that girl more than anybody could even understand. In his eyes, that girl was perfect. Every time he talked to her he would get nervous and his body would start to tingle. He loved being around her. They talked about everything, everything but that small, strong phrase he dared not let out of his mouth but he held onto everything, hoping one day she'd understand what she means to him, that one day she'd understand what he went through. Everyday he would watch her and get this feeling deep down and he knew he was in love. But he never said a word until one special day when the girl told him she had feelings for him and he froze up. How could he react like this; all his dreams, wishes, they were finally coming true so how could he not say that he liked her too? Months later this girl gave up and his world crashed. He couldn’t help but cry. To this day he has the very same feelings for her and to this day he regrets not letting her know.

not even makeup could make her
look beautiful;; because real
beauty is loving<333 yourself && that'`s
something she could never do

"Friends forever," she said

"Friends forever," he said

Eight years old and they made the vow to reamain friends forever.

"I need some room,"she said

"I'll back away,"he said

Ten years old and they made the vow to give each other space.

"Does Tommy like me?"she said

"I'll find out,"he said

Twelve years old and he made the vow to find out if Tommy liked her.

"He doesn't love me anymore,"she said

"He doesn't deserve you,"he said

Fourteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever.

"Nobody loves me,"she said

"I know somebody who does,"he said

Sixteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever.

"I'm getting married,"she said

"I'll be there,"he said

Eighteen years old and he made the vow to forever hold his peace.

"I got divorced yesterday,"she said

"I'm here for you,"he said

Twenty years old and he made the vow to be there for her forever.

"Why doesn't anyone love me?"she said

"I have always loved you,"he said

Twenty-two years old and he made the vow to keep on loving her.

"I could never love you,"she said

"I could never stop,"he said

Twenty-four years old and he made the vow to never love again.

"I can never see you again,"she said

"I can never live again,"he said

Twenty-six years old and he made the vow to never live again.

"I'm sorry,"she said

Twenty-eight years old and he made the vow as he lay in an open casket.

All I ever hear; be a good girl; just behave; sit up
Straight; stand up tall; never falter; never fall; stay in
School; make the grade; never fail; never fade; be a
Hero; be a star; be *everything* but what you a r e

= // Think real hard when you read this! There was once a girl named Ashley who had a boyfriend named Jack. Jack was the most popular guy in school. The three most popular girls were Courtney, ASHLEY, and Emma. Jack thought of Ashley as OKAY, but he REALLY liked Courtney. Courtney liked Jack also. Well of course she did, everyone did! Ashley and Courtney were worst enemies. Courtney tried to steal Jack away everytime she had a chance to. One day, Courtney asked Jack if he wanted to go to the movies. Ashley heard everything.what movie, What movie theatre and what time. Ashley approached the movies that night and followed Jack and Courtney. Ashley sat right behind them. She watched them get close to each other and kiss.not only kiss, but practically get it on in the theatre. Courtney told Jack "Do you want to come to my place and skip this boring movie?" He replied "hell ya." Ashley had peeked through Courtney's window. Jack and her were messing around and Ashley watched the whole thing. The next day at school Ashley wasn't there. For the next few days Ashley wasn't there. A week later her mother found her in her closet dead.she commited suicide because she had loved Jack so much. Next to Ashley's dead body was a note. A note that read: My dearest Jack, I watched you at the movie and at Courtney's house and I will continue to watch you. I never thought you would do something like this to me. I really loved you Jack. I died for you just like Jesus died for us. Always with you, Ashley Please foward this to more than 15 people or Ashley will haunt you and try to kill you because she wants everyone to know about Courtney. Thank you. Please Scroll Down **In loving Memory of Ashley Halagey** What Ashley did to one person who did not send this. One girl was looking through her e-mail and she deleted this message thinking it was another silly forward the next day she was found dead in her bed.. </3

i'm not gunna get drunk to please the crowd
i'm not gunna be a slut and sleep around.
I'm gunna say wat i think and say it loud
I'm gunna be me, no matter whos around!

Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting... and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isnt anyone who wont take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just BECAUSE. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait...

1,377 teenagers become mothers.
1,106 teenage girls get an abortion.
500 adolescents begin using drugs
4,219 teenagers get a sexually transmitted disease.
1,000 adolescents begin drinking alcohol.
3,610 teens are assulted.. 80 are raped.
2,861 teens drop out of school.
420 children are arrested for drug abuse.
5,388 youths are arrested.
6 teens commit suicide.
» .. EVERYDAY.

im not stupid, i just lack common sense.
im not a poser. i just like music
im not miss popularity. i just have a lot of friends.
i dont like my boyfriend. i love him.
i dont ignore u. i just dont give a shit.
im not a bitch. im just honest.
im not mean. i just have jokes.
im not insecure. i just dont trust people.

you get into the [ b i g g e s t ] fight with the people
you care about most <3 because t h o s e are the ''
relationships you're willing to fight for . . <|3 xOo *

e n j o y . L i f e <3
yesterday has g o n e.
&& t o m o r r o w
EVERY 18 MiNUTES ..
someone dies from a suicide.
EVERY 43 SECONDS ..
someone attempts one

ONE NIGHT, A GUY AND A GIRL WERE DRIVING HOME FROM THE MOVIES. THE BOY SENSED THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG BECAUSE OF THE PAINFUL SILENCE THEY SHARED BETWEEN THEM THAT NiGHT. THE GIRL ASKED THE BOY TO PULL OVER BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO TALK. SHE TOLD HIM THAT HER FEELINGS HAVE CHANGED AND IT WAS TIME TO MOVE ON. A SILENT TEAR SLID DOWN HIS FACE AS HE SLOWLY REACHED INTO HIS POCKET AND PASSED HER A FOLDED NOTE. AT THAT MOMENT, A DRUNK DRIVER WAS SPEEDING DOWN THAT VERY SAME STREET. HE SWERVED RIGHT INTO THE DRIVER SEAT AND THE BOY DIED. MIERACULOUSLY, THE GIRL SURVIVED. REMEMBERING THE NOTE, SHE PULLED IT OUT AND READ IT, "WITHOUT YOUR LOVE, I WOULD DIE."

LiFE REV0LVES AR0UND ASS
you`re either
++ kicking it
++kissing it
++gettin` a piece of it
// or being one

I WANT A GUY. . . .who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. a guy who would hold my hand even in walmart. a pretty boy... but not so pretty that i feel awkward. someone who would think i was beautiful if i dressed so trashy it was classy. someone who would sing to me at random moments even if he was bad at it. i want someone who would call me at 3 in the morning just to see what i was doing. he would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then dog pile on me and kiss me a bajillion times. someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh. he would surprise me with 25 cent rings and we would have contest of how far we could spit our gum. he would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. someone who would kiss my neck just to have a reason to tell me how much he likes my new perfume and at night we would dance in our pajamas and we'd always take pictures in photo booths.. he would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it. we would sit on the kitchen floor and eat peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.. and we'd make out in the pouring rain. he would tell me when he didn’t think something looked good and i wouldn’t mind. he would teach me how to throw a football. he would share lollipops with me and get along with all of my friends. he would know the difference between like and love and not say "i love you" unless he was dead certain he did. we would argue of silly things then make up 5 minutes later. i want a boy who is confident of himself but not self-centered. we would kiss at midnight on new years and make funny faces at each other when i'm on the phone with my parents. i want a boy who would count stars with me and be friends with my family. i want someone who would stay home with me on a friday night just to help me make a dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket and squirt water guns at each other in the house. someone who would tell me im beautiful but not too often .. someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something serious that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. someone who would make me laugh like no one else could. someone who would hold me closer than normal when i'm sick. someone who wouldn't mind when i go picture crazy. but mostly, i want someone who would be my best friend and would never lie to me. . . .


 

I want a guy. one that will come and give me a big, sweaty hug after the game just to see me squirm; one that will have pictures of me all over his room and will point his favorite ones out to me every time I walk in; one that will listen to music with me in my room; one that will lay on my bed with me and ask me to tell him some random story; one that will lay outside with me on a chilly night, all wrapped up in a blanket with me and watch the stars. One that will put some romantic lyrics in his Aim profile and everyone knows they are meant for me. One that will send flowers at times I don't expect at all; one that will call me just to say hey and will sing to me on the phone. One that will listen to me cry, and hold me tight when I don't want let go. One that will get in play fights with me and then tell me I'm right, just to see me smile; one that will watch Boy Meets World episodes with me, especially my favorite ones where Cory and Topanga are together; one that won't be wierded out by my family; one that will watch The Notebook and every other chick-flick there is; one that will stop by my house just to give me a kiss; and most of all, one that will love me for me.

my head is made up of memories, most of them useless delusions. this room is bored of rehearsal and sick of its boundaries, i miss you so much

how come i'd never here you say, "i just wanna be with you" i guess you never felt that way </3

The more you study, the more you know. The more you know, the more you forget. The more you forget, the less you know. So why study?

come on baby let me be the girl..
that you can count on to rock your world <3


when will you realize
that you are the only
person who has the ability
to make the worst day

B E A U T i F U L

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***...:A POEM:...

Her voice was sweet, her eyes were kind
She kept secrets and told no lies
She had many friends that helped her out
And she helped them up when they were down

One day at school her friend called her FAT!!!!
She said it louder and everyone laughed
Everyone turned on her and called her a dweeb
"Please, I've had enough" she would beg and plead

She ran home crying that very same day
Then she ran to the bathroom and grabbed a blade
She pressed it harshly against her wrist
And blood rapidly poured down her skin

The next Monday she came to school with scars
The kids in class saw and went on being harsh
They called her big, round, large, and wide
She wanted to yell but she kept it all inside

This time she walked home and decided for fun
She'd slice her neck in rows, one by one
She lost her anger, she lost her blood
She lost her mind, just cause it "felt good"

Soon she stopped eating, skipping every other meal
Her parents never knew, she kept her lips sealed
She became skinny, pale, bony, and thinner
She threw up her breakfast, lunch, and sometimes dinner

One day she was bored so she got her hands on some coke
She sniffed it through her nose and got a dry throat
She looked around and everything became dark
So she closed her eyes and fell apart

She fainted that day but no one heard her scream
Her dad saw her on the floor like it was a bad dream
She was rushed to the hospital in an hour or so
And her parents whispered and yelled "please don't go!"

She just layed there on the hospital bed
Cuts on her wrists and a messed up head
Her parents by her side crying endlessly
But she just looked upon them cluelessly

She slit her wrists, she slit her neck
She threw up her food every night before bed
She took some drugs, "it was better than a knife"
She wasted her money, her time, and her life

Her voice once was sweet, her eyes once were kind
Until a single word mutilated her mind
Her friends hoped it wasn't something they said
Cause a few days later, they found out she was dead
***

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30 ways to make a girl smile . . . . .

1 . Tell her she is beautiful.
2 . Hold her hand whenever you can. she loves that.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . Always tell her shes the only girl you wanna be with.
6 . When she is upset tell her how much she means to you.
7 . Recognize the small things . . . they mean the most.
8 . Call her baby.
9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
11 . Write her notes. (she loves them)
12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
13 . Play with her hair.
14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.
15 . talk to her without having to kiss her.
16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
17 . tell her when you miss her.
18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
19 . open hercar door.
20 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
21 . Give her piggyback rides.
22 . randomly tell her when you think she looks her best.
23 . Treate her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
24 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
26 . Dont EVER stand her up, she will never forgive you.
27. Dont EVER ignore her, no matter who is around.
28 . Kiss her in the rain.
29. tell her EVERYTHING thats goin on your in your life. she wants t o know.
30 . WHEN you fall in love with her . . . Tell her


 


Sunday, July 31, 2005

look at the last post because i think it's really good! i didnt make most of them..(but i did make some) but most are thanks to Quotes__Im_Lovin_It   btw her site is awesome! well here you go...

18 comments
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80 quotes..
omg! this will take forever


i just gotta shake it off..</3

because of you i never stray to far from the sidewalk, because of you i learned to stay on the safe side so i dont get hurt, because of you i find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me, because of you i try my heardest just to forgive everything, because of you i dont know how to let anyone else in, because of youuuu, i am afraid.

I don't love him. I don't know that i ever
have
or ever will..but when i'm with him i
can't seem to remember that..

It's really time for me to move away from him..
from all this. I don't even know who he is anymore.

There would come a time when we have
to stop loving someone..not because that
person started hating us but because we
found out that they'd be happier if we let them go..

It's amazing how all this can be happening. I mean, my whole life is falling apart & yet, every time i talk to him, i stop feeling sorry for myself, & i begin to smile.. he always has that effect over me..

You left before i had a chance to say
goodbye..but that's the way life usually is.
it just passes you by.. <\3

I couldn't help it when i started
to cry, i told myself that life's a lie..

I'm afraid of not having enough time. not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I'm afraid of quick judgements & mistakes that everybody makes. you can't fix them without time. I'm afraid of seeing snapshots instead of movies..
-- The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants --

I want someone to share all my secrets with, someone to talk to late at night when I can't sleep, someone that feels comfortable around my family, someone to comfort me when I'm scared, to hold me when I'm sad, someone that doesn't need to say they love me for me to know it's true.

There are just those times when you
give me that look & no one else may see
it, but when you look at me that way, my
heart just melts..& i know you're the one..

i need a true man who can keep it real
not a little boy who dont know how he feels..

See the problem with relationships
is that they turn into a game.. in the
begining they'll do anything to have you
& once they do.. it just isn't the same..

Sick of people ; no one's real
sick of life ; it sucks
sick of trying ; what's the point?
sick of talking ; no one listens
sick of listening ; it's all lies
sick of thinking ; just end up confused
sick
and tired ; and no one cares..

it's that up all night, all the time,
girl talk, never fight, pinky promise,
guarantee, best friends forever
kinda thing..

bangin parties .. insane nights
too many boys .. stupid fights
always
there .. forever true
where would i be without friends
» like you «

you found me..
when no one else was looking </3

I'm sick of trying. It's all over, no turning back, no second chances or even second looks. You've had many opportunities that you’ve never even taken. You must not even understand the nights lying awake thinking about you or the tears rolling down my face while wishing old memories would come true. I guess I was expecting too much so this is it; this is really goodbye but I want you to know that no matter what I'll love you always and forever.

Look at me, you may think you see
who i really am, but you'll never know me.
Everyday it's as if i play a part. Now i see,
if i wear a mask, i can fool the world, but
i cannot fool my heart.. </3

Just when i thought that i was getting better,
i realized i didn't even know what better was..

for 0NCE I wish

I was the girl who

would turn around &

walk away from the guy

that really loved her & have

tears streaming down his face

 

when I think of all the time wasted

trying to make things work with us,

I can`t believe how stupid I was, but

it`s ok cus now, I have moved on & i

don`t even wanna   ------- »look back

 

don`t base youur decisions on the advice

from  the people who don`t have to deal

________________with the RESULTSz

 

it`s crazy how youu think

youu actually meant sumthing

to someone and then they just

turn around and prove youu wrong

 

youu know how it is

when youu don`t want

to miss them, but youu

want them to miss youu

 

a FRIEND can tell youu the things youu don`t want to tell yourself

 

such a beautiful disaster </3

 

visable tanlines & hollister tops..
       sunsets, sno-cones &  beachside
       walks, hott guys ;;  blues skys,
       and bonfires too, my summer isnt
       summer, unless its with you.

 

boys will break your heart, friends will betray you, parents will seem too strict, and life might annoy you, but you should always remember that there's a purpose for these things to happen to us.. so keep your head up and your spirits high .. because if you don't.. life will just pass you by..

 

have you ever thought.. whenever you get proposed to by the one you love, who is the first friend you will call and tell? if you were to move away, who is the friend that will always call you? if you had a wedding to go to and you didn't have a date, who is the first friend you will call and see if they want to go with you? if you get bored one  night, who is the first friend that you talk to? when you have a party to go to, who is the first friend to pop into your head, when you die, what friends are going to be at your funeral?

(31) -->**this is a little long but its REALLY worth reading..
A boy sits in his room. With unseen tears running down his face. Not about to end any time soon. He sits on his bed, and reaches under his pillow. He pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled. Page by page he rips them out, the memories of her, good and bad. The only person he ever loved was this girl. He kept tearing at the pages, trying to let the feelings go, trying to forget the girl who just s h a t t e r e d his heart into pieces.Not too far away from that boy's home. Sits a girl, all alone. With music blaring and tears not heard. Her head is down, actions speak louder than words. Her hair falls down, all over her face, so messed up so misplaced. Unheard tears streaming down her face, as if they will never end. She understands that things will never be the same. She takes out her notebook and a pen. Starting to write of anythign that comes to mind. She tries not to think about the boy...because the only pain worse then having your heart broken...is breaking your own.

Read this too =[

Derick and Lily are sitting alone in the park one night.
Derick: I guess we are the left overs in this world
Lily:
I think so .. all of my friends have boyfriends
and we are the only the 2 people left in this world
without any special person in our lives
Derick: Yup, I don't know what to do
Lily: I know! We'll play a game
Derick: What game?
Lily:
I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days
and you will be my boyfriend
Derick:
That's a great plan, in fact i don't have anything
to do much for the following few weeks
DAY 1:
They watch their first movie
and they both are touched by the romantic film
DAY 4:
They went go to the beach and have a picnic
Derick and Lily have their quality time together
DAY 12:
Derick invited Lily to a circus
and they ride through a Horror House
Lily was scared and she thought she touched Derick's hand
but she actually touched someone else's hand
they both laughed
DAY 15:
They saw a fortune teller down the road,
and they asked for their future advice.
The fortune teller said:
"My darlings, please don't waste the time of your life.
spend the rest of your time together, happily."
Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes
DAY 20:
Lily invited Derick to go to the hill
and they saw a meteor
Lily mumbled something
DAY 28:
They sat on the bus, and because of a bumpy roadLily gave her first kiss to Derick by accident
DAY 29:
11:37 pm:
Lily and Derick sat in the park where they
first decided to play this game
Derick:
I'm tired Lily...Do you want anything to drink?
I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road
Lily:
An Apple Juice, that's all thank you
Derick:
Wait for me
20 mins later
A stranger approached Lily
Stranger:
Are you a friend of Derick?
Lily:
Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger:
A reckless drunk driver ran over Derick,
he is in critical condition in the hospital
11:57 pm
The doctor walked out of the emergency room
he handed Lily an apple juice and a letter
Doctor:
We found this in Derick's pocket
Lily reads the letter and it says:
Lily, These past few weeks,
I realized you are a really cute girl,
and I am really falling for you
Your cherished smile, your everything,
when we played this game
Before this game would end
I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life
I love you Lily
Lily crumpled up the paper and shouted:
"Derick! I don't want you to die
I love you .. Remember that night when we saw a meteor
I mumbled something
I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever
and that we would never have to end this game.
Please don't leave me Derick .. I love you!
You can't do this to me!"
Then the clock strikes 12 ..
Derick's heart stoped pumping..It was the 30th day

 

What A Boyfriend Should Do:
-Put his arms around her waist and wisper into her ear
-Kiss her every chance you get
-Hold her close when she's cold
-When you're alone hold her close and kiss her
-Kiss her on the tip of her nose, it will give her the hint that you want to kiss
-While in movie put you arm around her and she will automatically put her head on your sholder...then lean and and tilt her chin and kiss her lightly
-When people diss her stand up for her
-Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her
-Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady  beat of your heart.  Link your fingers together and wisper in here ear while she listens and rests her eyes.

if drama was beer = our school would be wasted *

i dont think he realizes..how easily he makes me smile

you want to see who your real friends are?
fuck up … and see who’s still around

 

Friends are ones who are there to catch you when you fall. The ones
your closest to... and know all your embarrassing secrets. Who knows
you inside and out. Who are confidential with whatever you tell them,
no matter what it’s about. You are able to tell them anything, and they
can tell you anything in return. You don't just get along well.... you feel
like your siblings, who don't fight. And even if you do get in a fight, you
find a way to forgive them. You also find ways to tell them what's on your

 

i want a guy to come up behind me, grab my by my waist
just to catch me off guard .. and whisper in my ear, “baby, i love you

i'm not always as confident as I seem ... there are many nights and many days when all i want is to be held. i love being held .. always. sometimes i don't want to talk about what is bothering me ... sometimes i just want a hug  ... someone who will let me cry. i like when boys cry in front of me -- when people aren't afraid to show what they're really feeling … i don't like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn't do anyone any good … i wear my heart on my sleeve, but i am not naïve … i know what it feels like to be completely broken and i am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. "i know what it's like to see something funny and not laugh." i've been taken advantage of, used, and abused … my feelings have been blatantly disregarded. but i still believe that all people are good at heart ... and my trust in people has not diminished … to be completely honest, I hope it never does … ever

and all i need right now is for you to wrap
me up in your arms, look me in the eyes
and tell me you won't ever give up.

listen to your heart, when he’s calling
for you listen to your heart, there’s nothing
else you can do .. i don’t know where you’re
going, and i don’t know why… listen to your
heart … before you tell him goodbye

 

you say i’m crazy like it’s a bad thing

 

just because you’re leaving

doesn’t mean i’m letting go

 

at some point you have to realize that he doesn’t care
and you could be missing out on someone that does

 

it’s like .. you want me when she’s not around
but when she is, it’s like i don’t even exsist
i just wanted you to know that i hate you for all
this shit … but yet, i still stick to you like paper
on glue .. i can’t ever seem to get enough of you

 


at the beach, life is different. time doesn't
move hour to hour, but mood to moment.
we live by the currents, plan by the tides
and follow the sun.. <3

 

people may not remember exactly what you
did, or what you said ` but they’ll  always ..
remember.. how you made them feel ;;     <3

 

i don't know why i still hold on
when you lost my grip so fucking
long ago.. </3

 

just because you're beautiful, doesn't mean
you can treat people like they don't matter.
 - 10 things I Hate About You *

because i can't fucking stand it
when you're around.. </3

 

and everytime the phone rings
i breathe in slowly and pray that
it`s finally you calling to say sorry.

 

so what's it gonna take -
for a guy like you, to love
a girl like me _______<3

 

as we grow up there's going to be many things
that we don't like.
hook-ups that mean so much
to one person && nothing to the other. girls who
like the same guy you like ;; you'll meet new - -
people who may matter more than others might '
but the one guy who stays by you till the end . .
will be the one - ;; * lAGUNA BEACH
__ <3


sometimes you never realize
how much you care about someone
until they stop caring a bout you .

(55)a fucking waste of my time is all that you've become

 

I wanted to get over you, so I listed a million things that are wrong with you. But in the end I realized, it's your imperfections that make me love you like I do.

Of course
I think other guys are cute; But every time I see a cute guy I remind myself of how cute you are, how much I love you, how sweet you are, how you can always brighten up my day.... and suddenly, that other guy doesn't look so good anymore

 

I wounder how some girls have
*more than one gu y to go for
and they dont kno who to
chosse when* alls im worried
about is finding just one guy </3

 

the more he hates youu the more
((youu    x    want    x    him))

 

Have you ever been in a room surrounded by people,
but still feel alone? - A Cinderella Story

 

You'll never ever find a girl
   Who loves you more than me
       --Mariah Carey.

 

How am i supposed to feel about things
i've done? I don't know if i should stay or turn
around and run
. I know that i hurt you. Things
will never be the same. The only love i ever
knew
, I threw it all away..

To her, he's everything
To him, she's just another girl

Saturday I saw you
Holding hands with someone new
Somehow I kept my composure
Just like everything was cool
But inside I kept repeating
Don't you let them see you cry
So I casually turned my head
As the tears rolled down my eyes

Just because her eyes don’t tear
doesn’t mean her heart doesn’t cry
& just because she comes off strong
doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong

 

friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain
it's not s o m e t h i n g you learn in school,
but if you haven't learned the true meaning of friendship
you really haven't learned anything at all.

B0Y :: why don't you like me?
GiRL :: i do like you .. it's just ...
B0Y :: just .. what?
GiRL :: i'm so afraid to fall again.
B0Y :: this is different..
GiRL :: how is this any different?!?
B0Y :: because this time .... i'll catch you

Rachel ;; Well that's okay, because his penis
isn't that big and neither is his heart!
-- Real World Austin --

yeah - sure im over you...
thats way everytime i see you
my heart skips a beat
and my eyes just want to cry...

i can see it now. five minutes pass.
ten minutes now.. he still hasnt called. i
know it'll ruin my night. & possibly even
my tomorrow. it's this vicious cycle i go
through everyday. i'll stare at my phone
..just stare at it. hoping that it'll ring.
hoping that somthing good will happen.
but we both know i'm wrong. nothing good
can happen.. at least not now..

it's just sometimes,
i forget that you
forgot about me

(72)TaNk tOpS, fLiP fLoPs, iCe CrEaM, SwEeT dReAmS
LaTe NiGhT PiLLoW fiGhTs, SuN taN gAmE pLaN
LiGhT HaiR, nO oNe CaReS, fEeT iN SaNd
LeMoNaDe iN hAnD... 
Summer 2005

You do have a way words -at least with me- unfortunately

It's just something that happens as you grow up. You realize it's less important to have more friends and more important to have  real ones..."
-Laguna Beach

Sometimes you tell yourself
the things you need to hear..
-Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

"Calling somebody else fat will not make you any thinner. Calling somebody else stupid will not make you any smarter..."
-Mean Girls

"There is a great big world out there & it won't matter if you were the most popular girl, the quarterback of the football team or the biggest nerd in school. Find out who you are & try not to be afraid of it."
-Never Been Kissed

It's really time for me to move away from him..
from all this. I don't even know who he is anymore.
-- Little Black Book --

best friends by heart, sisters by soul
quiet & shy, hell no- try outa control.

you can't stay mad at someone
who makes you laugh

never regret what you've done because at one point what you've done was exactly what you wanted to do

No matter how hard life seems..
Have faith in your dreams.
No matter how your heart is grieving..
Don¯t stop believing..

it's amazing how one minute you find you can't imagine
living your life
without someone, and then the next minute
that's exactly what you're doing.

have you ever had that
empty feeling inside;
like no one cares or loves
you back ; feeling as if
you were to cry ; no
one would be there to
wipe away the t e a r s

it's kind of scary to tell your boyfriend
"i love you more" and realize that you're right

maybe it wasnt good enough, but i gave you all i could

i gotta shake you off
cause the loving ain't the same
and you keep on playing games
like you know i'm here to stay

the only time i felt like anything even mattered
was when i was in your arms

Sometimes a person has to let go
because thir fingers are too tired of
holding on. They'll always love you though.
No matter what.. <3

 

Theres something I need to get off my chest
im losing my mind && my lifes a mess
The truth is...I don't stand a chance
Its something that you're born into...
And I just don't belong...
What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain

 

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How to Decifer "Girl Speak"

FiNE -- this is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut youu up. never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks. this will cause youu to have one of those arguments.


FiVE MiNUTESz -- this is half an hour. it is equivalent to the five minutes that your basketball game is going to last before youu do whatever it is she wants youu to do.

N0THiNG -- this means something. be on your toes. nothing is usually used to describe the feeling she has for wanting to rip your face off. nothing usually signifies an argument that will last five minutes & end with the word fine

G0 AHEAD (RAiSED EYEBR0W) -- translation: "I dare you." this will result in her getting mad over nothing & will end up with the word fine.

G0 AHEAD (N0RMAL EYEBR0WS) -- Translation: "I give up" or "Do what you want, I don't care." You will get a go ahead with raised eyebrows in just a few minutes, followed by nothing and fine. She will talk to you in about five minutes when she cools off.

L0UD SiGH -- This is not actually a word, but it is still a verbal statement misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are a moron at the moment and wonders why she's wasting her time arguing with you over nothing.

S0FT SiGH (Again, not a word, but you know...) -- She is content. Your best bet is not to talk or move or breathe and she will stay content.

O0H -- This word followed by any statement is trouble. Example: Oh, well, I just talked to him about what you were doing last night." If she says oh before any statement, run -- do not walk -- to the nearest exit.

THAT'S O0K -- This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can say to a man. That's okay means that she wants to think long and hard before repaying you for whatever it is that you did wrong. You do not want to be there when that happens.

PLEASE D0 -- This is not a statement, it's an offer. She's giving you the opportunity to come up with whatever lame-ass excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is you've done. You have a fair change to tell the truth here. Be very careful and you shouldn't get a "that's okay."

THANKSz -- She's thanking you. Don't feel faint, just say, "You're welcome."

THANKSz A L0T -- This longer phrase is not to be confused with thanks. She'll say "thanks a lot" when she's actually seriously peeved at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way and will generally be followed by the loud sigh. Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the loud sigh, or she will say, "Nothing," and raise her eyebrows.

__________________________________________<3

 

 

okay everyone here's the deal...this is to many quotes-this post took me FOREVER which is probibly why there not that good this time! but i've decided i'll post 30 quotes each time i get 25 comments..i know thats alot less than now but this takes to long and believe it or not i have a life! thank you for all your support, i love yall!! <33


Friday, July 29, 2005

someone told me to do 5 quotes a comment so..
13 comments
X     5 quotes
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65 quotes   <3
WOW enjoy...

 

im not a perfect girl, my hair
doesn't always stay in place.
i spill a lot of things, im pretty
clumsy and sometimes i have
a broken heart my friends and
i sometimes fight and maybe
somedays, nothing goes right
but when i think about it &&
take a step back, i remember
how amazing life truely is and
that maybe just maybe i like
being unperfect

In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one. In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls. In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully. In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus. In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck do-si-do-ing with Nasty Nicky or Smelly Susan. In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you. In sixth grade your idea of a friend was the person who went up to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said no you wouldn't have to be embarrassed. In seventh grade your idea of a friend was the person who let you copy the social studies homework from the night before that you had. In eighth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pack up your stuffed animals and old baseball cards so that your room would be a "high schooler's" room, but didn't laugh at you when you finished and broke out into tears. In ninth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to that "cool" party thrown by a senior so you wouldn't wind up being the only freshman there. In tenth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who changed their schedule so you would have someone to sit with at lunch. In eleventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who gave you rides in their new car, convinced your parents that you shouldn't be grounded, consoled you when you broke up with Nick or Susan, and found you a date to the prom. In twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pick out a college, assured you that you would get into that college, helped you deal with your parents who were having a hard time adjusting to the idea of letting you go. At graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who was crying on the inside but managed the biggest smile one could give as they congratulated you. The summer after twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you clean up the bottles from that party, helped you sneak out of the house when you just couldn't deal with your parents, assured you that now that you and Nick or you and Susan were back together, you could make it through anything, helped you pack up for college and just silently hugged you as you looked through blurry eyes at 18 years of memories you were leaving behind, and finally on those last days of childhood, went out of their way to come over and send you off with a hug, a lot of memories, reassurance that you would make it in college as well as you had these past 18 years, and most importantly sent you off to college knowing you were loved. Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, helps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you!

WHEN WE H0NESTLY ASK 0URSELVES WHiCH
PE0PLE
iN 0UR LiVES MEAN THE M0ST T0 US, WE
0FTEN FiND THAT iT iS TH0SE WH0, iNSTEAD 0F
GiViNG ADViCE, S0LUTi0NS, 0R CURES, HAVE
CH0SEN RATHER T0 SHARE 0UR PAiN & T0UCH
0UR W0UNDS
WiTH A WARM TENDER HAND. THE
FRiEND WH0 CAN BE SiLENT WiTH US iN A M0MENT
0F DESPAiR 0R C0NFUSi0N, WH0 CAN STAY WiTH
US iN AN H0UR 0F GRiEF & BEREAVEMENT, WH0
CAN T0LERATE N0T KN0WiNG, N0T CURiNG, N0T
HEALiNG & FACE US WiTH THE REALiTY 0F 0UR
P0WERLESSNESS, THAT iS A FRiEND WH0 CARES

 

i'm the girl, the one thats always lost
the one with the fake smile
the girl who seems to be so strong,
but daily continues to break.
that girl who's always there
& seems to have no problems of her own.
the one who holds back tears
until she's off the phone,
that girl that just isnt..
what everyone thinks she is

 

im the kind of girl
who is constantly making
mistakes &having them
shoved in her face

 

you`re talking to the girl who has..
laughed . sobbed . loved . cried . smiled .
yelled . screamed . sang .
and has made it through it all

 

i want to be someone's last call of the night
& their first thought in the morning
i want those 5 hour phone conversations
The heart racing, palm sweaty,
'what's gonna happen next' moments. 
i want the hugs that you never want to let go of
& the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest.
But most importantly, 
i just want to know someone cares

 

Do you know what makes letting go of a crush so hard? The fear that the moment you let go, they'll catch on.

 

Here I go thinking about all the things I could've done. I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton.I know we had our problems I can't remember one.
I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away,
And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
and i wish u would have loved me 2

*.. sometimes people who are meant for each other are usually the last ones to [realize it]

 

WHY BEiNG A GiRL iS THE BEST:
* we can wear guys clothes. if they wear ours, they get funny looks.
* our friend`s don`t say hello to us by punching us on the arm.
* if we`re on a really big ship that happens to hit an iceburg, we`ll get lifeboats first.
* pick up lines. they`re not something we need to practice.
* we can wear dresses w/ out getting really weird looks from people.
* we are called tomboys, boys are called girly.
* we look great in tanktops.

 

we're all a little weird, and when we find those people whose weirdness is compatible with ours.. we join up with them & fall into mutually satisfying weirdness & call them our best friends

 

I wish life had a backspace....

 

you can take my heart
but i'll still have my best friend
cause unlike you
she's there until the end

 

-Laugh your heart out,
Dance in the rain,
Cherish the memories,
ignore the pain.
L0VE&LEARN
forget and forgive
because remember you only have
|[ o n e l i f e t o l i v e ]|-

 

Best friends are truely life's treasures.
Somtimes they know us better then we
know
ourselves
.. <3

 

no i wont give up, no i wont break down.
sooner than it seems life turns around.
and i will be strong, even if it all goes wrong.
when i'm standing in the dark i'll still believe.
someones watching over me

 

It's just how she lives...loving all the wrong people and wishing all the wrong things. Tear stained cheeks are just her style & wearing her heart on her sleeve is nothing new. Everyone knows she's tired of not being able to breathe, her big fake smiles, her false laughs.But still she seems almost  p e r f e c t. She's not super model material. She doesn't have any great talents. But still she loves another with all she's got. She's trying to figure out who she is...

A boy sits in his room.

With unseen tears running down his face.

Not about to end any time soon.

He sits on his bed, and reaches under his pillow. He pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled. Page by page he rips them out, the memories of her, good and bad. The only person he ever loved was this girl. He kept tearing at the pages, trying to let the feelings go, trying to forget the girl who just

s h a t t e r e d his heart into pieces.

 

I give up on you; seriously, this time </3

 

he calls & calls but she refuses to answer her phone. tears pour from her eyes as she sits by it listening to it ring over & over again. but what this eager boy on the other end doesn`t realize is that he`s breaking her heart. because.. the truth is she wants is to pick up the phone and hear his apologies so bad. but she holds back. and what she doesn`t realize is that she`s breaking this guys heart. but the truth is he can`t live without her but she`ll never know. because it`ll end after this.. he`ll try to talk to her again & it will break her stubborn heart and she`ll wish she had picked up the phone & got back what she was so sure she never wanted again...

 

Smile. It makes a world of difference. Dance. Who knows when you
wont be able to. Cry. Holding those emotions in is bad for you. Kiss.
Kisses are the most wonderful things in the world. Laugh. Whats
the point in hiding happiness? Frown. Why not let him know youre
unhappy? Apologize. You dont wanna lose friends. Hug. Theres no
better feeling being wrapped up close to someone you love. Live,
because life is everything.

 

Ever had one of those nights.. when you cant seem to fall asleep.. when all you can do is lay restless on your bed and stare at the wall. slowly turn your stereo up as the cd plays your favorite slow jams. And as you listen to the lyrics.. memories began to rush back. Thinking. Reminiscing. Missing that one certain person that brought that one special smile to your face. Missing that feeling of being held.. being cared for.. simply being loved. Feeling your heart tumble and shatter inside your body. Wanting to scream and cryy but your voice cant speak another word and your eyes cant cry another tear. Wishing that pain didnt have to come after happiness as death must come after life.
^oh hell yess

 

Sometimes you gotta put up || WALLS ||
not to keep people » o u t «
but to see who would care enough
T0 BREAK THEM D0WN <3

 

perhaps it's the way you say
my name ; or the way i get
butterflies everytime we talk ;
or the way you make me                
laugh when nothing is funny..
but whatever it is..
i'm never letting go of it <3

 

&& all she wants is someone that will treat
her riqht.             someone that will call her
beautiful when she          needs it the most
someone that will love her          endlessly.

 

Just because you can throw a smile on your face
doesn't mean you're not crying on the inside.

 

You can't do this to me.
You can't act like you want me back one day
&& then that you don't the next.
It's either one or another

 

being grown up isn't half the fun as growing up.
these are the best days of our lives.
the only thing that matters is just following your heart
&&& eventually you'll get it right.

 

(30) unless you've lived MY life -- don't judge me
because you don't && never will know
every  L i T T L E  thing about me

 

Someday in your life you'll find someone you can be your goofy self with but still be able to pour your heart out to, be able to look your worst and still have him say baby your beautiful ; he won't be prince charming but he'll be nothing less than perfect to you ; he'll break your heart to pieces and make you cry but under all those tissues you'll still find a place in your heart to forgive ; he'll be the boy you'll never be able to forget ; no matter what he does and no matter what he says you know you'll always be that girl whose heart races when you hear his name and that girl who's totally and completely in love with him<3

It's easy to convince yourself that you aren't in love with someone...until you see them in the hallway, or smell someone wearing their cologne, and then you're like, "here we go again," so my conclusion is this: You don't ever stop loving someone, it's more a matter of learning to deal with the pain of not having them anymore

I look around to the girls living a fairytale & wonder what did I do to live like I do. With no hand to hold besides my own, & no place to run, not even home. I try to look inside my self, for some strength to carry on, but every once in a while you need somebody else to change what you`ve become.

Every time I had a "best friend"
they either moved, forgot about me,
or just decided to not care.

so sorry if I act like everybody my friend.
because in my heart I know
I`m always all alone.

It's amazing how you realize; when you
lose someone, you get mad at yourself for not
saying the things you could`ve a million times.
You take for granted the days spent doing
nothing when you could`ve been with them.
anyone can be taken at any time in our lives
but we always wait until they`re gone to say
the things we never had the courage to before.

Youu hug him good-bye like it's nothing... while all youu want to do is hold on forever...but youu let go, smile and walk away... then cry all the way home because youu know it will never be the same... because try as you might youu can't make someone love youu, sometimes youu have to let them be free... and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all

A Broken Heart . . .
- a broken heart is forcinq yourself to hang up the phone after youu dialed the first three diqits to his number.
- a broken heart is when youu are cryinq yourself to sleep every niqt and yet cryinq more and more each morninq.
- a broken heart is the cold shatterinq feelinq youu recieve when youu hear his name.
- a broken heart is qlancinq at the pictures of the two of youu, and then quickly turninq your attention to something else, to avoid your tears.
- a broken heart is the screaming and beqqinq for a second chance inside.
- a broken heart is the emptiness and heart-wrenching feelinq your encounter when youu see him with his new qirl.
- a broken heart is seeinq him and even thouqh it may be the hardest thinq that youu ever had to but, youu decide to walk away.
- a broken heart is listeninq to that one song that makes youu break down, over and over aqain.
- a broken heart sometimes means; not wantinq to go on.

it`Sz not called beinq lonely
it`Sz called beinq sinqle.

Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love, and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they truly are.

I'm sitting here thinking about how people change. How people are so fake. I don't need that shit. If you don't like me don't pretend you do. If your pretending don't stab me in the back because this is your fault. People should realize who they are and what kind of person they are. People always ask for honesty but they aren't even honest with themselves. People try so hard to become the things they want to be, in a world where conformist is mainstream and uniquness is considered an outkast. Where being yourself isnt good enough, because your not like everyone else. Where people can't break boundries because the harsh critisizms of society. In a place where honesty is only appreciated when positive. Where the reality of your opinion is put down for the harshness. Because its so real, so unpredictable....much like people, where everything must be conformed, other wise its not good enough. alot like us

when youu`re around someone so much
for so long, they become a part of youu and
if they change or go away, youu won`t know
who youu are without them __________<3


maybe getting over someone you're inlove with isn't
i m p o s s i b l e .. unless,  maybe you don't actually
get over it; maybe you just learn to live.with.it; <|3

she puts on her makeup
the same as yesterday
but everything has changed

Does it hurt to know we haven’t talked in days?`
Does it hurt to know we can’t look at each other
without looking away? Does it hurt to know 'that
everything we had as friends is slipping  away?'

There’s a girl in my mirror crying tonight,
and there’s nothing I can tell her,
to make her feel alright

but there`s just something about him that made
me like him ever since the day i met him. there was
something about him that made me...
`--» G0 ABSOLUTLY CRAZY F0R HiM

it's time to let you go.
it's time to say good-bye.
no more excuses, no more tears to cry.
there has been so many changes.
i've been so confused.  
i want you to be happy.
you're my best friend.
but it's so hard to let you go now,
with all that could have been.
i'll always have the memories.
and she'll always have you.
its funny how fate has a way of changing
...just when you don't want it to...

i want to be someone's last call of the night
& their first thought in the morning
i want those 5 hour phone conversations
The heart racing, palm sweaty,
'what's gonna happen next' moments. 
i want the hugs that you never want to let go of
& the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest.
But most importantly, 
i just want to know someone cares

there you are ;; holding her hand
i am lost ;; dying to understand *
didn`t i love you right? don`t
you know youu are my whole L. i. F. E ??

there`s this girl in the mirror. i wonder who she is. sometimes i think i know her.. && sometimes i wish i did. there are stories in her eyes.. stories filled with sadness && goodbyes. when she`s looking at me, i can tell.. she`s hurting inside

When is the age or even the moment when you go from being kids to being something else? People say that we're growing up too fast today. Sometimes, adults make it sound like it's our fault or at least our choice, but how can we not? We feel invincible. We know so much. One think I don know is that we're so eager to lose our innocence and I wonder if one day, we'll look back and wish we hadn't.

So there's this boy. He kinda' borrowed my heart and hasn't gave it back yet

Lies. Drama. Tears. Cheers to the teenage years.

...& she ignores all the guys who want her because she's too busy noticing him

The truth is I miss you with all my heart and I can't stand the sound of your name because it hurts too much. The fact that I may never see you again makes it even worse. I was and still am completely and utterly in love with you. You make me feel like no one else can. You always know how to make me smile and not one of those fake smiles I always have on, but one of those that when you're around, I can never seem to get rid of and the worst thing is that when you push me away or I feel that way, you're hurting me, hurting us and every time I see you, I just want to jump in your arms, in hopes that things will be okay. But now that you're gone, and maybe not coming back, I need you to know, just how much I love you  and just how much, I need you and pray that you do that right back. I hope you hear this because will all my heart, I love you. I miss you. I need you...

Life is about trusting your feelings & taking chances... losing & finding happiness... Appreciating the memories & learning from the past & realizing that people always change.

Somehow, someway you stole my heart

Me & you could make the entire world jealous

You're taking up all the space in my head with all the things that we could do and all the things that could be said. It's hard for me to try and understand the way I feel about you and the way it made me feel to hold your hand.

I want to be everything you need;; Every sight you see;; Making you go crazy;; Slightly your disease;; A love without a cure;; No certainties for sure;; The closest thing to alcohol;; That calls you back for more

I guess what hurts the most isn't that I don't have you... It's at one point, I did. It's that I can go to sleep missing you, dream I'm with you, then wake up, and realize once more that I don't have you. Maybe what hurts the most is not that I'm no longer enough, but at one point, I was.

The hardest thing to do in life is to watch someone you love, love someone else

If a guy wants you
       nothing can keep him away;
       but if he doesn't want you,
       nothing can make him stay.

CAN'T TALK T0 Y0U ANYM0RE.
iT'S N0T THAT i'M MAD AT Y0U ;; iTS
JUST THAT WHENEVER i TALK T0 Y0U,
i REALiZE H0W MUCH i L0VE Y0U. &
WHEN i REALiZE H0W MUCH i L0VE Y0U,
i ALS0 REALiZE THAT WE CAN NEVER
BE US AGAiN..WHiCH JUST MAKES ME
L0VE Y0U EVEN M0RE..

(65) I never stopped loving you
I just stopped letting it show

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